The Way 🇰🇪

Hey Jesus
I hope You’re enjoying Heaven
Because I’m down here miserable
To be honest, I’m ready to die
I have no more tears left to cry
You say I must be strong but I’m not
I cannot save myself but I try
I don’t know which version I am
The called servant serving in church
Or the good guy chilling at the stoners’ lounge
Bible verses didn’t help as much as blunts did
Smoked two joints and the meteors hit
I didn’t know church people struggled
They only taught me that sinners did
Truth is we’re all sinners and sinners’ kids
I know it’s You who called him
To build that church for You
Somehow I felt You cursed this kid
Who had to grow up and experience hell
Where You ought to be meeting me
I’ve packed up to leave so many times
But how does one pack their own heart?
Looking for the finish line
Only to end up back at the start
I’m literally dying for You to show up
Will You come down and comfort me?
Please