The Way 🇰🇪

I take a long look in the mirror
And brokenness is what I see
Not the glass that shattered
But the hurt inside of me
On the inside I hate life
On the outside I love it
On the outside I pray for my enemies
On the inside I’m like Screw it
If someone’s holding me back
Then it’s most likely me
Or something on the inside of me
Am I the only one often afraid to sleep?
It’s like my bed is a coffin
And I’m all alone in my dreams
My confidence whispers softly
While my insecurities scream
Constantly weary ready to let go & just sink
Why are all these arrows coming at me?
It must be The Mark on me
If I smiled more often
Would you know that’s me?
I’m invisible to you so pardon me
Depression is invisible, it’s hard to see
What happens after death?
I’m dying to see