Tired but cannot sleep
Hurt but cannot feel the pain
Crying but cannot shed tears
Lost but knowing where to be found
Someone please tell me
Am I out of my mind?
Tired but cannot sleep
Hurt but cannot feel the pain
Crying but cannot shed tears
Lost but knowing where to be found
Someone please tell me
Am I out of my mind?

The feeling of never being good enough
Is not like the passing wind
Where it comes, destroys and then leaves
It is more like the hurricane
It stays like a welcomed visitor
Destroys you like a fake friend
Stabs you like your close brother
Then buries you like a mother

I killed someone
It wasn’t easy but I did it
It took everything I had to end his life
I saw him writhing on the ground
Fighting and gasping for air
As though he was drowning
I took him from his comfort
And put him through living hell
The thing that you have to understand
Is that I killed myself
I shaped and moulded myself
Into the person you wanted me to be
I tortured myself and removed every flaw
That I thought I had in me
I destroyed who I was thinking you’d love me
I hope you will because there’s no going back now
@Penhive
