It's all my fault

I did this to myself
This is what I have become
A blizzard in the Sahara dessert
A ravaging wave in the Atlantis
A torrential rain in November
A bleeding piece of prose
Cut by a wound of shame
I created a wall between me
And the people around me
I thought I was protecting myself
Now I can't escape my own prison
Na muda unayoyoma manze