I don’t know exactly how life works
Whether one grows into a good father
Or whether a son grows into his dad
As a kid, I didn’t know at what point
Dad was really giving his all
And at what point, he was all he could give
The man I have become
Bounces along the edgesOf anxiety and depressionWants to be aloneLikes to be aloneFinds a lot of timeJust to be aloneThat is why I writeThat is how I write

It’s hard to understand Love
How you can be strong and weak
How you can be broken and whole
All in the same breadth
Maybe that’s why it’s hard to understand GOD
I have seen people love with their hearts
But my mum loves me with her whole life
And if GOD calls us His children
Then I’m afraid that most of us
Don’t have the capacity to understand
That kind of Love

March 22, 2022
Hi bro
This is definitely amazing
I pray that all works out well for you in all things. God will show you His Goodness all through your life. I am praying that you settle and build up on a firm foundation. That you will soar and travel many nations and have peace and clarity that only God can give

May 15, 2021
The Lord who restores you, The Lord who’s the lifter of your head, The Lord who honours you, is at work in your life. He never sleeps He never slumbers, trust in Him, submit to him. He will lift you beyond our expectations, exalted you beyond your imagination. Listen to Him

Tired but cannot sleep
Hurt but cannot feel the pain
Crying but cannot shed tears
Lost but knowing where to be found
Someone please tell me
Am I out of my mind?

Stop wasting your tears
On bottled records of lost years
But turn over a new leaf
And smile, my friend, so you can see
The fair white pages that remain for you
Do not prate of your repentance
But believe in your heart
The Divine spark that dwells within
And let it grow into a raging fire
That which the Spirit can achieve
For The One and only Omnipotent force
Will assist and strengthen you as Light
Like He lifts up the tiny acorn
To the Oak tree’s glorious height
You only have to make a firm resolve
And Behold, the Owner of the universe
Will fortify your fickle soul

We aren’t all good or all bad
We all have darkness and light
Sometimes we shine brightly
And sometimes, all is black

I was afraid
That if I opened up to you
I would never be closed again
And I like my insides, inside
At least I thought I did

Yalivyonifanyia mapenzi
Ni siri yangu mimi na mwenye enzi
Kila kukicha mi ndo wa kuyasujudu
Staki tena kuirudia hali ya kuyaabudu
Maana nishaishiwa na nguvu
Yamechukua nafsi vipi nidanganye
Nizame kila siku kwenye mapenzi nikwame
Kuparamia paramia naomba nikome
Mwenzenu nawaambia mapenzi mwiba
Ukikupata mwanangu hauna tiba
