Hushed whispers in the shadows
Black smoke hissing from the earth
The blowing wind carrying bad news
The hand holding the dagger is steady
The gun’s aim to the heart is locked
Hugs deathly like a murderous actress
Demons feeding on my fear of losing her
Her music a hidden agenda of abuse
I couldn’t breathe when the tide took us out to sea
But you, you turned around and swam away
Left me to drown and went on without me
I had it all, at the top of my game
Or even more, now who is to say
I’d built a wall, and I built it tall
I thought it would keep what’s dear to me
But I saw you shed your old self
And as I swam towards shore I was certain
That you’d be the next thing I’d lose
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I admit it, I’m afraid to love
Not just love but to love you
You are a stunning mystery
You carry things deep inside you
That one is yet to understand
And I, I’m afraid to fail like the rest
You are like the vast ocean
I’m just a guy who loves the waves
But is terrified to swim
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I get attached easily
That’s my insecurity, my disability
So don’t tell me to stop confusing you
I couldn’t be more confused myself
I want to have a future with you
But I don’t think you fit into my present
I know you are beautiful
But I’m still stuck at pretty
I know you deserve to be chased
Like any other classy lady
I’m sure I want you as my meal
But I don’t want to get attached to the hunt
I understand a real man knows what he wants
And that I need to make up my mind
I’m just being honest with you
I’m insecure about making the wrong choice
I hate my insecurities for keeping me
From falling for you
But I don’t want to fall in love with you
Just to be more insecure
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Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
The Way 🇰🇪 
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